Thursday, November 13, 2008

Pushing Up the Hill

I'm working towards the final phase of my first action research project for this program. It has been a bit of a stretch and I feel like the hardest part is yet to come. Up until now I'm constantly writing in draft mode. It is free and I'm able to keep up. Soon, like this week it needs to become formalized and the quantity has to become quantity. I don't doubt my abilty to produce a good product, but the time crunch is killing me. I'm also stressing about money and some personal things. I feel a little bonkers. I have thought about quitting all together some days just due to the stress alone. Then I realize I can't let the cohort proceed and me just allow myself to be absent. I need to see this through or I will struggle for years with the failure. I have wanted this degree forever so I have to try and filter all those negative thoughts away.

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